So this kind of mentality is very natural this is not unnatural when certain aspect to your first house then it is naturally by Ragi and Naira the feeling of department detachment is very natural if
Before marriage for girls kiss they are a mentality separate they are driven by their birth chart planet After 16 14 12 year but when they match with another person there is no single kundli match with each other no you are not single when you marry you are double
Your budget planet are also affect to your husband and husbands bar chat also affect to your life then when you are in Vivah Bandhan you know when you are in the marriage after marriage particularly after that both both planet are both Kundali are related with each other connected with each other and they give result in a separated manner
When you are single then your planet give you fruits and result to you only and when they give you that’s kind of detach mind and negative thought thinking mind then in that time you are affected highly in negative kind of fruits and life result
Your decision to about Canada and foreign and job and career it will just not change you so much if you will just not give you some good result but if you marry if you married with husband it to make create changes in your life
In your bad chat in your marriage time you are friends they select correct match making because Mangala Mangali dosa is there some how Mars in the lagna means what it is very essential before marriage birth a great great astrologer minimum 12345 minimum must then only they take decision that whether this this
Is there then in your life there is no problem no sadness no depression nothing you will your life will be very happy happy and happy and prosperous okay that’s why it is my advice first complete your marriage then thinking about your career but if you thinking about your career then it is very delay in the case of marriage and in your life you will face